Let the Adventure Begin!

The last few days have been a whirlwind of activity in an attempt to get myself packed and organized.   All the errand running, shopping, phone calls, list making and subsequently - the list checking off.  The four weddings I had to finish addressing, the details I've been trying to take care of to help make Russell's days next week go smoother - along with many other things that I can't think of right now because I don't have my many lists in front of me.  Needless to say, I have been overwhelmed at times - but even during those times, I've had a strange peace about it all.  My overwhelming moments have never lasted very long and I never wound up in tears - that's always a good thing - especially for my husband.

Through all of this, I have had thoughts running through my head but just haven't had the time to sit down and type them out.  Even now, I should be finishing up my suitcases, but I figured I could take a few minutes.....

This year is BSF, we have been studying the book of Acts.  Along with that, of course, are Paul's missionary journeys and the different letters he wrote to the various churches.  As I have been preparing this week, I've been thinking a lot about Paul.  Now, I am in no way, shape or form, comparing myself to him.  But never having taken ANY kind of "mission" trip before, my head is just spinning with excitement, nervousness and a crazy peace all at once.

Often, in my quieter moments, especially driving in the car, I am completely overwhelmed that I have been chosen for this.  That everything in my life for the last few years has been leading/directing me to next week.  And it's finally here.  I have been overwhelmed by such a personal God who has answered my many prayers and has led me to this moment.  Being a pastor's wife, a mom, etc., I have always felt like I have had purpose.  But I have not experienced anything so concentrated in a very long time.  It's like I have a very specific, very purposeful, very tangible appointment with God.  It's simply awesome.  I have no other word for it.

I've not only been praying about being open and teachable myself because I know this will be life changing for me. But I have also been praying about how I can be a blessing to Shelley, her family and The ApParent Project.  I don't want to go down there and just "observe" - I want to help!  I want to make a difference.  Even more than selling the jewelry and collecting/shipping cereal boxes.

Shelley contacted me this week and asked me to bring my Calligraphy stuff.  She wants me to help with some signage, etc.  How cool is that?  I am honored to be able to add my talent to the many  artisans of ApParent Project and simply cannot wait to see what she has in mind.  Isn't amazing how God has been preparing me for this as well?

Today during our morning worship, Russ brought me forward and explained to our congregation where I would be for the next 7 days.  This photo was taken just before I was surrounded by men and women in our church, laying their hands on me and praying for me as I take off for Haiti tomorrow.

Yet, another moment for me to be overwhelmed by God's presence.  And ya know,  there is just something special about having your pastor, who is also your husband, pray over you in public.  I love that man.  I love that he has supported me through this entire thing - that he doesn't blink an eye at taking over the household for the week - and that yes, he already misses me!  I know he loves me and he will continue to pray for me while I'm gone and that he will want to know all the details when I return.

So, it's here. Finally.  Tomorrow morning at 6 am, I will be taking off to Haiti.  An impoverished, developing country, with hardships and devastations that I don't even have a clue about.  I am excited - a little nervous - but most of all, completely thankful for the opportunity to grow and learn in this way.

God has been preparing me and I am ready to go!  Bring on the adventure!

I will arrive in Port Au Prince tomorrow at noon.  Please continue the prayers and I will update as often as I can.  Thank you all.....

Until next time - from Haiti.....