I have a whole lot of crazy emotions going on inside of me tonight. I long to be home and see my Anne Girl again - but I love this place too. This week has been very different. Having a team here means many more distractions for me so I haven't been processing as deeply. But I know that it will all come. Just because I return home, doesn't mean that my trip is over. There are still so many things that will sink in and become real as I re-enter my culture.
Today we spent the morning being tourists. Shelley took us downtown to see the damage from the earthquake. Our first stop was the National Cathedral. I had seen pictures before, but to see it up close was really crazy. Such a huge place brought down to nothing.
When we got out of the TapTap, we were immediately surrounded by people. Each picking us off one by one and asking for food - or money - and kind of handouts. The women had babies, the men would reach inside the TapTap. It was overwhelming. We only stayed a few minutes and went on to our next destination.
We spent time at the Market Place downtown. Kind of similar to the Straw Market in the Bahama's only a little more intimidating. It was fun to see all the different things they sell. Jarod negotiated with a guy for a wooden plaque with the Haiti crest on it. It was in interesting experience.
When we got done shopping at the Market, Shelley had us drive through the poorest parts of Port-au-Prince. It will forever be in my mind. After spending all week in the community around AP and spending time with the people, seeing how they live. And then driving through the slums. I can't even begin to explain how it makes the artisans look rich. God has once again confirmed that Apparent Project is working and they are doing it right!
When we finished downtown, we headed up into the mountains. What an absolutely beautiful piece of Haiti.
Love how they just build their house on top of each other all the way up the mountain.
These houses are all gray now, but they have begun to paint them. Soon the mountainside will look like this:
How awesome is that? Can't wait to see it all completed. So beautiful.
After our drive through the mountains, we went to the Hotel Montana for lunch. This Hotel was were many Americans were staying during the earthquake. It was seven stories high and collapsed into a pile of rubble, killing hundreds of people. They had a small memorial area set up and I couldn't help but be overcome by emotion when I walked through it. Such destruction and absolute devastation in an instant.
In the memory garden with all the houses on the mountainside.
The only thing left standing in the Hotel was the restaurant and pool.
We stopped and ate lunch and looked out at our gorgeous view.
So now we sit on the top of a mountain in a very "normal" restaurant, that is high above the, poor, the stench, the struggle. What do you do with all of that?
Today the very best of Haiti and the very worst of Haiti were revealed to us. Such extremes sitting right next to each other. I asked the group later if they felt guilty while were in such a nice place after just having driven through the slums. At first they said no - but that answer disturbed them. Then someone explained - that's what we do every day. We ignore those in need around us and just move on to the next thing. We have an agenda and nothing can get in the way of that. Maybe the poverty in America is very different - but we still ignore it. We still drive right by and think nothing of it.
Apparent Project has proven to us that something CAN be done. And it's not food-stamps or welfare.
It's jobs.
It's giving people back their dignity by offering them a way to sustain themselves on their own.
It's investing in people - in relationships.
It's getting dirty - getting hurt.
Giving up time, money and energy to make it happen.
It's love.
Apparent Project is a perfect model and the community we were in all week is proof! Those houses we painted are 150 times better than anything we saw in the slums. And the people are happy and proud! We had helpers at each house we painted this week. They didn't just want it done for them. They appreciated the help but they jumped right in as well. So when it was all said and done - they took more pride in it than we did. That's what matters.
People
Relationships
Bridging the gap between us.
Our big question this week - How can we take this back as a roll model in our own community? What can we do, in our culture, to invest in people. Outside of the normal food pantries and clothes closets. Russell is attending a Jobs for Life seminar in a few weeks and we will learn more about that. We are thrilled to see what God is going to do with all of this in the coming months and years as we "Breathe Life" into Green Cove Springs.
Once again, I feel as though this trip to Haiti is a stepping stone to something even bigger. I can't wait to see what that is.
Until then, we are all heading home in the morning, celebrating the resurrection on Sunday and then I'm focusing on the Fair! I cannot wait to introduce Apparent Project to a WHOLE BUNCH of new people!!!!!! Let's continue to create jobs and change lives!!!!
Until next time.......
Day 6 - God is Already Here
Day 5 - Celebrating Life
Day 4 - Bel Ayiti
Day 3 - Paint!
Day 2 - Getting Out in the Community
Day 1 - Getting Here