Well, we continue to make our trek back and forth to the beaches each day. Russ, 5 days a week and the kids and I go 3. On Sundays, we stay out there all day and work in the office between services. It makes for a long day. But this week, the Lord blessed us "exceedingly abundantly above all that we could ask or imagine" - as He always does.
A couple from our church went out of town until mid September. They live right around the corner from the church and they gave us a key to their house! We get to use it on Sunday afternoons to relax, nap or play in the pool! How awesome is that? I cannot even begin to tell you how excited we are! Yesterday was so nice. We went to church as usual, went out for lunch and then spent some much needed family time by the pool. It was almost like a mini vacation! We were able to shower and be all rested for evening services. God is just so good!
During my relaxing time, I was able to catch up on a little reading. Right now I am reading a book entitled, "
I'm More than the Pastor's Wife" by Lorna Dobson. She has such good insight on balancing church life, family life and my own personal relationships. So far I can see how God has already put several things into place in my life that line up with the things she talks about in her book. Once again - He has gone before me, preparing the way and protecting me and my family.
It really is quite amazing how each and every person in the church has a completely different idea of who the Pastor's Wife is and what her role is supposed to be. As I step into this role, I am quite aware of the fact that I am being watched closely and opinions are being made based on my actions, or lack thereof, without all of the facts being known. If I'm not careful, it could really become quite stressful. I continually pray that I will be ONLY the woman that God has called me to be and not to get caught up in the opinions of others. I desire to be real, to be authentic, to be approachable, to be
me. I am no different then the rest of the women in my church - my husband just happens to be the pastor. I have worked very hard over the years to learn how to be real with people. How to share my ups and downs so that God may use them in the lives of those around me. I don't want to shy away from that now because of my role. And I don't want people to shy away from me because there is something in their life they don't want the pastor to know. Am I making any sense?
Some sweet ladies in my church, that I have known long before Russ became their Pastor, are having a Ladies Brunch for me soon. The idea is to give me a chance to speak to the ladies of the church and share my heart. For them to get to know me. Please pray that God will give me the exact words and stories that He wants me to share and that He will use me to enhance His reputation. In spite of everyone's thoughts and opinions, I just want to glorify Him.
Until next time....